[2006-02-18 - 3:57 p.m.]

you can't decide such things for me. believe me, i am happy & content as i am right now. & yeah, i know they were right when they told me i was afraid of change, & maybe that's why i don't want anyone messing with this. it'll happen when it happens. just because everyone else has such luxury doesn't mean i won't, it just takes some time.

so just stop, okay?