[2005-09-28 - 5:05 p.m.]

fuck you, i'm tired of messing with this. i'm trying so hard & you don't put in any effort what-so-ever! what is it with you? do you just not care anymore? can't you see that i miss you? you're a really great friend, i like to be around you. i can't stand this. if you don't want me in your life anymore, just tell me & i'll leave, damn it. don't let me keep trying when there's no fucking hope left.