[2005-12-23 - 3:07 p.m.]

she found a small white ribbon, tied around a stuffed animals neck. she places it in her hair, and with the music up loud, she's singing & twirling & thinking of how nice this is. she takes pictures of herself with her hair in her eyes & eats peanut butter fudge because right now, she doesn't care, she doesn't feel empty - something has taken care of that, she's just not sure what.