[2007-12-09 - 7:02 p.m.]

while the winter may make things much much clearer to me, it also makes me a bit crazy. it makes me crave the warmth of another hand, and i'm constantly wishing that eric was home (luckily this thursday he'll be home for a month).

my bangs fall to the bottom of my glasses now. i bought new oil-eliminating face stuff that makes me happy. last night the little pit kid gave me a hair clip that made me smile.

it's weird when you suspect that someone may like you. because i really really don't want them to like me, because i love eric, i truly and hoenstly do. it would just be a big mess ya know? so i really hope that these signs that i'm seeing are very wrong.

eric surprised me on friday. i almost fell asleep driving home today. i felt bad for making him feel bad. it's silly when dropping a book nearly makes you cry.

see? going crazy, i said.